It's not easy, being a
teenage guy. E. M. Kokie reminds us of this in her debut novel, "Personal
Effects," which centers on the life of Matt Foster in what is probably one
of the most difficult times of his life. On top of the normal problems of
senior year in high school (like being totally in love with your best friend,
learning to balance your mental and physical urges, and passing the last of
your classes to graduate) add the trauma of having just lost your older brother
on his last tour in Iraq.
TJ was Matt's hero, and with his
mother dead and his father as emotionally unavailable as they come, he's left
at a loss when it comes to coping. Until he goes through TJ's personal effects
in secret, knowing that his father refuses to acknowledge that TJ is gone. There
he discovers that TJ had a whole other life separate from both the Army and his family, a life with someone special.
In a last-ditch attempt to make sense of TJ's absence, Matt decides to disobey
his father, his principal, and even his own reason to deliver TJ's last, unsent
letter to the love of his life.
I didn't really understand what
was going on to Matt, didn't really start to feel what it was to be him, until
maybe midway through the story. But then again, I'm from a fairly liberal
family without close relatives in the military. While I didn't understand on a
personal level some of the things that Matt describes, like his father's mood
swings and the physical abuse that he just tries to see as affection, I'm sure
that it will resonate with someone whose situation better parallels the one in
the book. It's a very visceral book, in an impressively convincing voice,
considering that the author is a middle-aged woman and her protagonist a
17-year-old boy. Kokie isn't shy about dropping vulgarity or describing the
*ahem* physical effects of feminine wiles. She does it all with a hint of humor
and a grain of salt, and I found myself really caring about Matt and how things
would or would not come together for him in the end.
I especially liked the play on
words in the title of this work. "Personal Effects" can refer to TJ's
belongings, which were sent home after his death and which started Matt's
search for real closure. However, it also refers to the personal effects of
TJ's death on different people, specifically Matt, their father, and TJ's
lover. The two interpretations collide in the form of the unsent letter, and
the personal effects that this personal effect causes.
Young adults today are living in
a world that contains problems that weren't there just a few years ago. New
technology, new wars, a whole new world gives rise to the need for new books to
address these things in a way that can communicate to us what it feels like,
and communicate to young readers that they are not alone. "Personal
Effects" steps up to the challenge with all its gut-wrenching discovery of
self and others. I'd recommend this to teenage guys, since it's
"real" and not touchy-feely, but still deep and kinda tough to handle
at times. It was also effective in showing me, someone without experience in a
conservative military family, what the other side of the spectrum sees when it
comes to war, politics and family.
E. M. Kokie's "Personal Effects" was released in September. Look for it at your favorite independently owned book store now.
E. M. Kokie's "Personal Effects" was released in September. Look for it at your favorite independently owned book store now.